[my] everlasting scars..

It must have been inside my head
I've lost the hope that I have left
And now, at last, it comes to pass
We sleep, we dream, we have no less

Along the path, we lost our way
It's all a game that I must play
And now the weak that fall
Return to ash, defeated after all

Fade away to the wicked world we live
And I become the dark of you
Say a prayer for the wounded heart within
As I become the dark of you

Let go

When all has come to life
We live, we breathe, we die
They call me to the light
Forever lost in time

With every dream we find
We feed, we burn, we lie
The fall of humankind
The everlasting light

Fade away to the wicked world we live
And I become the dark of you
Say a prayer for the wounded heart within
As I become the dark of you

Let go

When all has come to life
We live, we breathe, we die
They call me to the light
Forever lost in time
With every dream we find
We feed, we burn, we lie
The fall of humankind
The everlasting light

Fade away to the wicked world we live
And I become the dark of you
Say a prayer for the wounded heart within
As I become the dark of you

Let go

Save this selfish world
Save this selfish world (let go)
Save this selfish world
Save this selfish world

On the verge of no return, why'd you keep fucking it up?
Don't wanna have to bury you, but nothing seems to get through your skull
One day, the only butterflies left will be in your chest
As you march towards your death, breathing your last breath
I hate to say, "I told you so", but look how the bruises show

Tell me, how is it gonna feel without my arms wrapped around, wrapped around you?
Bet it feels pretty real when your skin starts to peel from the bone
You were dead to the world, now I'm dead to you
Haunting your own house, nothing to lose
How did I let you sink your fangs so deep? Ah
You know you can't breathe on your own

Past the point of rescuing, why'd I keep pushing my luck?
The hole I wore into your soul has got too big to overlook
One day, the only butterflies left will be in our chests
As we march towards our death, breathing our last breath
I thought we had a future, but we ain't got a chance in hell

So tell me, how is it gonna feel without my arms wrapped around, wrapped around you?
Bet it feels pretty real when your skin starts to peel from the bone
You were dead to the world, now I'm dead to you
Haunting your own house, nothing to lose
I let you sink your fangs so deep, ah
You know you can't breathe on your own

How can you breathe on your own?

The sun is setting on our love, I fear
Letting our loneliness out into the atmosphere
The tides have turned in on our chance to turn it 'round
I never thought I'd see my fingernails fall out

Love isn't in the air, love isn't in the air

Love isn't in the air, love isn't in the air..

-- ok, vielleicht ein bisschen. Aber erst seit gestern; Lotte ist schuld!

Immer ein Anfang
Immer ein Pochen bis zum Hals bei dir
Bei dir

Immer so kopflos
Hey, warum bin ich schon wieder hier
Bei dir?

Weiß nicht, was hier passiert
Verdammt, ich lieb' das Chaos, das du kreierst

Ich geh' dir aus dem Weg, will dich ignorieren
Es wird nie funktionieren, nie funktionieren

Und wieder mal
Fall' ich in deine Augen, will mich darin verlaufen
Nach allem, was war, versteh' ich nicht
Warum will ich
Noch immer dich?

Schau mich nicht so an
Weil ich bei dir nicht anders kann
Schau mich nicht so an
Weil ich bei dir nicht anders kann

Ich gehe neue Wege
Aber keiner führt an dir vorbei, vorbei

Du sagst, dass ich fehle
Dass es dich immer noch zu mir treibt, zu mir treibt

Weiß nicht, was hier passiert
Du sagst, du brauchst das Chaos, das ich kreier'

Gehst mir aus dem Weg, willst mich ignorieren
Es wird nie funktionieren, nie funktionieren

Und wieder mal
Fall' ich in deine Augen, will mich darin verlaufen
Nach allem, was war, versteh' ich nicht
Warum will ich
Noch immer dich?

Schau mich nicht so an
Weil ich bei dir nicht anders kann

Schau mich nicht so an
Weil ich bei dir nicht anders kann

Schau mich nicht so an
Weil ich bei dir nicht anders kann

Und wieder mal fall' ich in deine Augen
Will mich darin verlaufen
Nach allem, was war, versteh' ich nicht
Warum will ich
Noch immer dich?

Schau mich nicht so an
Weil ich bei dir nicht anders kann

If I can't let you go will darkness divide?
For the fiction of love is the truth of our lies
We were playing for keeps, but we both knew the cost
Now the only way out's in your heart shaped box

But I hate that it seemed you were never enough
We were broken and bleeding but never gave up
And I hate that I made you the enemy
And I hate that your heart was the casualty
Now I hate that I need you

As we rest here alone like notes on a page
The finest to compose could not play our pain
With a candle through time I could still see your ghost
But I can't close my eyes, for it is there where you haunt me most

I hate that it seemed you were never enough
We were broken and bleeding but never gave up
And I hope that I sing through your memory
As we echo through time in the melody
Now I hate that I need you

And I hear you now when you said "It hurts, but it had to fall apart to work"
As I see you now in what's left of me
Is it too late to plead insanity?

'Cause I hate that it seemed you were never enough
You were broken and bleeding in the name of love
And I hope that we meet in another life
I don't hate that I need you

You look at me like I'm a revelation
You wanna know if I can bring salvation
You saw a sinner, saw a saint inside of me
You wanna know if I'm a friend or an enemy

I waged war in a fiery blaze
I found peace in a purple haze
My angels and my demons
They don't know their place
Ready or not
They're gonna come out and play

I can be your heavenly or I can be your hell
I can say a prayer for you or I can cast a spell
I push you to the darkness just to pull you to the light
Cause I can take away your breath or I can bring you back to life

Half God Half Devil
Half God Half Devil
Half God Half Devil
Half God Half Devil

I won't pretend that I resist temptation
I think it's funny when you preach damnation
I've been to hell and back and now it's just a part of me
Without the darkness there'd be no light in me

I waged war in a fiery blaze
I found peace in a purple haze
My angels and my demons
They don't know their place
Ready or not
They're gonna come out and play

I can be your heavenly or I can be your hell
I can say a prayer for you or I can cast a spell
I push you to the darkness just to pull you to the light
'Cause I can take away your breath or I can bring you back to life

Half God Half Devil
Half God Half Devil
Half God Half Devil
Half God Half Devil
Half God Half Devil
Half God Half Devil
Half God Half Devil
Half God Half Devil

I can be your heavenly or I can be your hell
I can say a prayer for you or I can cast a spell
I push you to the darkness just to pull you to the light
'Cause I can take away your breath or I can bring you back to life

Half God Half Devil
Half God Half Devil
Half God Half Devil
Half God Half Devil
Half God Half Devil
Half God Half Devil

Eigentlich geht es mir gut..

Eigentlich bin ich nur ein bisschen schmutzig
Eigentlich bin ich nur ein bisschen kaputt
Eigentlich bin ich nur übersäht von Dunkelheit..
aber eigentlich.. geht es mir gut.. eigentlich..

In diesem Sinne..

Would you rescue me? Would you get my back?
Would you take my call when I start to crack?
Would you rescue me?
Would you rescue me?
Would you rescue me when I'm by myself?
When I need your love, if I need your help
Would you rescue me?
Would you rescue me?

We don't talk much, not anymore
Broken bottles and slammin' doors
But we still care about each other
Say we care about each other
I know life took us far away
But I still dream 'bout the good old days
When we took care of each other
We were livin' for each other

But I start to wonder, wonder
If I'm slipping under, under

Would you rescue me? Would you get my back?
Would you take my call when I start to crack?
Would you rescue me?
Would you rescue me?
Would you rescue me when I'm by myself?
When I need your love, if I need your help
Would you rescue me?
Would you rescue me?

Would you rescue me? Would you get my back?
Would you take my call when I start to crack?
Would you rescue me?
Would you rescue me? (Would you rescue me?)
Would you rescue me while I'm by myself?
When I need your love, if I need your help
Would you rescue me?
Would you rescue me?

Yeah, I miss all the times we had
Can't forget what you can't get back
And you can't find it in another
Man, time, it ain't your lover
I don't care what you thought before
I'll be there anytime you call
Don't you ever call another
No need to call another

And I start to wonder, wonder
If I'm slipping under, under

Would you rescue me? Would you get my back?
Would you take my call when I start to crack?
Would you rescue me?
Would you rescue me? (Would you rescue me?)
Would you rescue me while I'm by myself?
When I need your love, if I need your help
Would you rescue me?
Would you rescue me?

Would you rescue me?
Oh, rescue me (would you rescue me?)
Would you rescue me?
Oh, rescue me

Would you rescue me? Would you get my back?
Would you take my call when I start to crack?
Would you rescue me?
Would you rescue me?
Would you rescue me when I'm by myself?
When I need your love, if I need your help
Would you rescue me?
Would you rescue me?

I'm the girl you're thinking about
The one thing you can't live without
Yeah, I'm the girl you've been waiting for
I'll have you down on your knees
I'll have you begging for more

You probably thought I wouldn't get this far
You thought I'd end up in the back of a car
You probably thought that I'd never escape
I'd be a rat in a cage, I'd be enslaved in this place

You don't know how hard I fought to survive
Waking up all alone when I was left to die
And you don't know about this life I've lived
Or these roads I've walked
Or these tears I've bled

So how can this be?
You're praying to me
There's a look in your eyes
I know just what that means
I can be, I can be your everything...

I can be your whore
I am the dirt you created
I am the sinner
I am your whore
Let me tell you something baby
You love me for everything you hate me for

I'm the one that you need and fear
Now that you heard this I'll be coming clear
That higher judgement that you placed on me is a reflection of the stuff I write

So maybe next time when you cast your stones
From the shadows and the dark unknown
You will crawl out of your hiding place
Take a look in the mirror and see the truth on your face

So how can this be?
You're praying to me
There's a look in your eyes
I know just what that means
I can be, I can be your everything...

I can be your whore
I am the dirt you created
I am the sinner
I am your whore
Let me tell you something baby
You love me for everything you hate me for

I am the dirt you created
I am the sinner
I am your whore
Let me tell you something baby
You love me
You want me
You need me

So how can this be?
You're praying to me
There's a look in your eyes
I know just what that means
I can be, I can be your everything...

I can be your whore
I am the dirt you created
I am the sinner
I am your whore
Let me tell you something baby
You love me for everything you hate me for

So now this ship is sinking
I don't know what to do
It's got me thinking that I don't need
Don't need you
Too many wrong decisions
You didn't think this through
So what I'm saying is I don't need
Don't need you

Open your eyes and see
What we have become
This isn't living, it's existing
And I just can't take this shit And hurt anymore
Hurt anymore

So bury me with all you got
It never stops, never ends, gotta try and
Let it out, let it go
Is this the end 'cause it might just break me

So now this ship is sinking
I don't know what to do
It's got me thinking that I don't need
Don't need you
Too many wrong decisions
You didn't think this through
So what I'm saying is I don't need
Don't need you

Look at us now, we're fucked
And nothing's the same
The biggest piece of me is missing and I just can't
Take this life or try anymore
I just don't care so come and...

Bury me with all that you've got
It never stops, never ends, gotta try and
Let it out, let it go
Is this the end?
'Cause it might just break me
(Might just break me)

So now this ship is sinking
I don't know what to do
It's got me thinking that I don't need
Don't need you
Too many wrong decisions
You didn't think this through
So what I'm saying is I don't need
Don't need you

Don't need you
Don't need you
It never stops it never ends
Is it too late to make amends
It never stops it never ends
Is it too late to make amends

So bury me with all you got
It never stops, never ends, gotta try and
Let it out, let it go
Is this the end 'cause it might just break me

So now this ship is sinking
I don't know what to do
It's got me thinking that I don't need
Don't need you
Too many wrong decisions
You didn't think this through
So what I'm saying is I don't need
Don't need you

Don't need you
Don't need you
Too many wrong decisions
You didn't think this through
So what I'm saying is I don't need
Don't need you
Bury me with all that you've got

Shut your mouth 'cause I can see through the lies
We're only getting sicker from the secrets we hide
Disaster is, a master is, we lie here burning in bed
But something tells me I cannot kill someone new yet
I will knock you out, burn you today

I will forgive, forgive, 'cause I know that it will set me free
But all that's left is the emptiness inside of me (my heart)
You murder my heart, broke my just and watch me fade away
Now I see, now I see
That you're just as broken as me
You're just as broken as me

You always play the victim and you just can't decide
If the vicious way we loved each other, fucked up our lives
Well, we're standing in the aftermath, our emptiness is what's left
And if you really love me, will you love me to death
I will love you until the end

I will forgive, forgive, 'cause I know that it will set me free
But all that's left is the emptiness inside of me (my heart)
You murder my heart, broke my just and watch me fade away
Now I see, now I see
That you just as broken as me

Just as broken as, just as broken as, just as broken as
You're just as broken as me

I've been a slave, you've been a slave
I've been a slave to the hatred in you, in me
I see you're just as broken as me

I will forgive, forgive, 'cause I know that it will set me free
But all that's left is the emptiness inside of me
You murder my heart, broke my just and watch me fade away
Now I see, now I see
That you just as broken as me

You're just as broken as me
You're just as broken as me
You're just as broken as me

Ich entschuldige mich vorab für dieses schnulzige Exemplar eines rockigen Liebeskummer-Songtextes..

Auf einmal war sie da
Ganz ohne jede Warnung
Und am Anfang hab ich noch über sie gelacht

Habe nicht kapiert
Was da mit uns passiert
Erst eine Nacht zu spät bin ich dann aufgewacht

Sieh mich an und sag:
Liebt sie dich so wie ich?
Würde sie denn auch durch's Feuer geh'n für dich?

Du brauchst so viel Liebe mehr als du verdienst
Darum frag ich mich:
Liebt sie dich so wie ich?

Du warst einmal für mich
Der Mittelpunkt des Lebens
Ich hätt' alles und noch mehr für dich gemacht

Und heute bist du mir
Schon sowas von egal
Dass es soweit kommt, hätt' ich niemals gedacht

Sieh mich an und sag:
Liebt sie dich so wie ich?
Würde sie denn auch durch's Feuer geh'n für dich?

Du brauchst so viel Liebe mehr als du verdienst
Darum frag ich mich:
Liebt sie dich so wie ich?

Mann, ich will dich sicher nie mehr wiedersehen
Dafür hast du mich viel zu sehr verletzt
Doch ich hab noch eine allerletzte Frage
Bevor, – bevor - bevor du jetzt für immer gehst

Sieh mich an und sag:
Liebt sie dich so wie ich?
Würde sie denn auch durch's Feuer geh'n für dich?

Du brauchst so viel Liebe mehr als du verdienst
Darum frag ich mich:
Liebt sie dich so wie ich?